See i have never ever thought that ?
I must be crazy... I have never thought i wish i hadn't gotten one of my animals.. haha
Kitai, my horse, has major hoof problems... He has cost thousands of dollars in vet fees, and he has to live in a stable...
That means i have huge responsibilities of taking him for walks, cleaning his hooves, soaking his hooves, cleaning out his stable and stable yard, making up special meals for him...
He will never be ridden, but i have never once thought i wish i wouldn't of gotten him, although he has turned into a massive chores and responsibility that my other horses dont have, i am glad i got him...
Fargo has destroyed my phone, my ipod, 2 keyboards
But i have never thought when i was angry- i wish i didn't get you...
I am SCARED of losing Fargo, even though he destroys my stuff, that little moment of anger has never made me think- i dont want you..
I have never had a single moment of doubt with my animals, that is probably the reason i am so attached to them all... haha
Abigal-
YES YES YES...
When i had the accident on Kyros.. Dad wanted to sell him.. Dad wanted me to never ride him again.. He said he was a dangerous horse..
He wasn't drunk at this point ^
Then he told me i was a terrible rider, and i can't ride a horse, and i have no control...
He still tells me now that i don't ride him correctly.. apparently i just sit on him and plod around....
Even though my dad hasn't watched me ride since the second week i had Kyros..
But apparently he knows how i am riding... and apparently Kyros is still a freak who puts me through fences
Even though Kyros has not bolted once since that incident... Not once.....
He even goes on trails and roads now, and isn't fazed by a single thing..
His last owner couldn't ride him on trails alone because he would get scared and run, and he was petrified of cars..
Each day he goes on the road and a trail for about 2km..... and we even trot and canter along, and he is perfect
Kangaroos jump out and he doesn't even look at them...
You would think my dad would be proud of that accomplishment?
But no, apparently Kyros is still horrible..
and then my other horse, Klaatu, is the biggest 'freak' of all, and he is mental...
And i dont get upset over my dads words.... Which is probably why he gets even madder...
I laugh, and walk away... And then he starts yelling even more
My dad has thrown remotes at me a few times, smashes plates and such.... When he is drunk..
But the point is, even when he isn't drunk on a sunday, he still isn't nice, he still hates my bird, he still hates my horses...
My dad came to the dressage show with Kyros.. Whilst i was riding and there were lots of people there, he acted nice as can be..
When we finished, and Kyros decided he didn't want to load into the truck, he started yelling and swearing...
Most embarrassing thing ever, all these people were looking at us.. Had to make dad just go for a walk... and he wasn't drunk.. He just has anger issues....
Plus apparently i am disgusting and live in a pig hole, even though my mum has told him a few times, i am the only person in the house who vacuums my room each and every day and my room is spotless...
Anyways.. i am not affected by my dad, i don't have a problem with it, i know he is drunk and just yelling..
I don't like when he comes into my room yelling though, and slams the door, because it REALLY upsets Fargo, and Fargo gets very protective of me and starts full on screaming at dad haha
Doesn't come in often though
But as much as most people would like me to try and get along with him.. I wont... and never will
and Trish, about my back, yes! Thats what i thought, when i was 5, the doctors told mum it was common, not that rare to have the extra vertabrae..
He had said that i might be fine, or i might get back pain.. Each person is different!
But i think this doctor was so excited because it is rarer to have the bones on the side, and not normally seen in the occulta type!
Taken pain killers the past 2 mornings now.. and this morning it doesn't hurt as much
I am 'kinda' thinking it had to do with the reinless riding i was doing? Because that is relying on your core muscles alot more?
And that seems to be the same time as it began? Maybe?
So will just wait a bit before i go reinless again and see if it was that which affected it!
and Strudel, you might be correct!! Cause the xray when i was 5 clearly shows the split in the vertabrae..
But i can't remember if the one with spurs higher up has the split... :O
So this doctor could of just thought the one with spurs was the extra? But further down was the actual extra?
OH MY GOSH.. it is HOT today
Have had the aircon on ever since i woke up.. Fargo doesn't like the aircon, he hides in the walk in ward drobe all day haha