Parrot upset all night

[Portno]

no necropsy, i buried him in my garden and i wanted him intact. This time i need no avian vet to understand what happened. And as you mentioned and made me remember just now, when she called me to tell me the bad news, she said that suddenly he couldn't breathe but his breathing was quite normal the last days so maybe it was from force feeding him and she changed the story a little. I can't say that his eyes were sunk in, neither were as i would have expected. Anyway all these thoughts upset me more.

btw the 3rd diagnosis was not mucus as i typed but fungus inhaled, grown into his throat, the week he lost his voice was when the fungus moved to the part where parrots create sounds, then passed deeper to his air sacks and infected other organs and eventually the kidney.

 

[Jumpingtadpoles]

This is so terrible. I hope you eventually find comfort, seeing how much you cared and how hard you tried. 3 different vets. You just did what you hoped was best at the time. Many times in life we can look back at what we would change. But being thankful for what we had, rather then how things end, is much more important.
Once you figure out the autopsy, focus on honouring his life, rather then his passing, by remembering his life, and what you gave him.
I'm so sorry.