Yeah Iām homeschooled. I did go to public school up until 2021. My program is easy enough but the exams tend to be a little finicky. I donāt really have any peers who pressure me because there are none
literally.
I donāt have any friends in person because Iām never really able to socialize with people my age since Iām either watched like a hawk or just canāt get out anywhere. So I pretty much gave up on trying to make friends. no point if I canāt be myself, right?
I had friends but either my or their parents didnāt like someone. My best friend who was relatively open about in the LGBTQ community was declared a bad influence by my parents. You can probably guess why. I want to just gaslight myself into thinking itās because they thought Iād ācatch the gayā but itās the one thing I canāt gaslight myself into believing.
my first ever best friend though, it was the other way around and way more stupid. Her mother saw a meme about diary of a wimpy kid with a gun in it (o no how scary, a poorly photoshopped gun in Greg heffleys hand ahhh!!!) And it said āwhen Greg has had enough
ā and it was very OBVIOUSLY satire and a joke. she took that as me going to go pew pew in a school iykwim. So, she cut her off from me and I never saw or heard from her again. Soooo yeah, screw my life ig!