Hi, i noticed u wrote this a long time ago. But im going through the same situation right now. I had a green cheek pineapple conure and as long as i was home i would always have him outside his cage cuz i didnt have a heart to keep in locked biggest mistake i ever made in my life, well, i was picking up my house and he got behind me and when i stepped back i stepped on him and he died . I have no words to even describe the intense pain i feel in my heart right now and evry day of my life. I feel like a horrible person cuz i didnt have enough time to get to an emergency room and i feel that maybe i could've saved his life. Im pregnant almost giving birth in 3 weeks and i feel like i have no life since the whole scenario keeps playing in my mind and i cry every time i remember this. i I had him for 1 month exaclty and got so attached to him that i woul prefer to stay home with him then go out to not leave him alone. He was my baby he used to eat off my plate or my hands. The best love ive had in my life actually. Please tell me how long it took you to feel good again, how long did u take to heal from the pain? Did you ever get another one? I really dont know if that would help me or if it would make me feel worse. Thank u!