I am so stupid

[Featheredsamurai]

It breaks my heart that this is a common danger to parrots there was one time I dozed off on the couch with Rosie on my hand, my sister in law took a few photo of us both sleeping together. That was the only time it happened, I suppose I am lucky that Rosie is not cuddle and that I don't move around much when sleeping.

 

[HumanWings]

I'm sending you a hug. Don't blame yourself. It was an accident sweetie.

 

[gccgirl]

Don't worry about it. It is not your fault and it will never be I promise. I can't imagine what your going through now, but remember that Quackers loved you and he will never forget you or your kindness to him.

 

[Iago]

I am so sorry to read what happened. I can't begin to imagine how devastating this is. Just remember that Quackers knows you absolutely loved him with all your heart. He is looking down on you right now, thanking you for all the love and joy you gave him. Just remember, he doesn't blame you and would be devastated with you beating yourself up over it. Cherish the time you spent together

 

[WannaBeAParrot]

Blessings to you. I know you feel so bad and so sad, but you'll have to find strength from deep inside yourself to let go of any guilt or feeings of responsibility. Accident is wha it was. So many people here grieve with you for your loss.

 

[Yuli]

Hi, i noticed u wrote this a long time ago. But im going through the same situation right now. I had a green cheek pineapple conure and as long as i was home i would always have him outside his cage cuz i didnt have a heart to keep in locked biggest mistake i ever made in my life, well, i was picking up my house and he got behind me and when i stepped back i stepped on him and he died . I have no words to even describe the intense pain i feel in my heart right now and evry day of my life. I feel like a horrible person cuz i didnt have enough time to get to an emergency room and i feel that maybe i could've saved his life. Im pregnant almost giving birth in 3 weeks and i feel like i have no life since the whole scenario keeps playing in my mind and i cry every time i remember this. i I had him for 1 month exaclty and got so attached to him that i woul prefer to stay home with him then go out to not leave him alone. He was my baby he used to eat off my plate or my hands. The best love ive had in my life actually. Please tell me how long it took you to feel good again, how long did u take to heal from the pain? Did you ever get another one? I really dont know if that would help me or if it would make me feel worse. Thank u!

 

[JerseyWendy]

Hi, i noticed u wrote this a long time ago. But im going through the same situation right now. I had a green cheek pineapple conure and as long as i was home i would always have him outside his cage cuz i didnt have a heart to keep in locked biggest mistake i ever made in my life, well, i was picking up my house and he got behind me and when i stepped back i stepped on him and he died . I have no words to even describe the intense pain i feel in my heart right now and evry day of my life. I feel like a horrible person cuz i didnt have enough time to get to an emergency room and i feel that maybe i could've saved his life. Im pregnant almost giving birth in 3 weeks and i feel like i have no life since the whole scenario keeps playing in my mind and i cry every time i remember this. i I had him for 1 month exaclty and got so attached to him that i woul prefer to stay home with him then go out to not leave him alone. He was my baby he used to eat off my plate or my hands. The best love ive had in my life actually. Please tell me how long it took you to feel good again, how long did u take to heal from the pain? Did you ever get another one? I really dont know if that would help me or if it would make me feel worse. Thank u!

I am SO sorry this happened to you. MANY HUGS!!!!

Please don't blame yourself.

 

[kq_fan]

Oh no! D: I will be very carefull with Lilo! Please don't beat yourself up, it was a lesson learned!

 

[nicolee003]

Hi, i noticed u wrote this a long time ago. But im going through the same situation right now. I had a green cheek pineapple conure and as long as i was home i would always have him outside his cage cuz i didnt have a heart to keep in locked biggest mistake i ever made in my life, well, i was picking up my house and he got behind me and when i stepped back i stepped on him and he died . I have no words to even describe the intense pain i feel in my heart right now and evry day of my life. I feel like a horrible person cuz i didnt have enough time to get to an emergency room and i feel that maybe i could've saved his life. Im pregnant almost giving birth in 3 weeks and i feel like i have no life since the whole scenario keeps playing in my mind and i cry every time i remember this. i I had him for 1 month exaclty and got so attached to him that i woul prefer to stay home with him then go out to not leave him alone. He was my baby he used to eat off my plate or my hands. The best love ive had in my life actually. Please tell me how long it took you to feel good again, how long did u take to heal from the pain? Did you ever get another one? I really dont know if that would help me or if it would make me feel worse. Thank u!

I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my 10 month old green cheek to a very rare disease on Oct. 23 last year. At first I knew I wouldn't want another one because I was so hurt. He died right in my hands. I ended up getting another one a month later and it really helped me deal with the loss of Yoshi. As far as how long it takes to get over the poisonpain...well this month will be 1 year since his death and I think about him daily and still cry all of the time. He was my best friend. When it happened I didn't go to work for 2 weeks because I was so hurt and just couldn't stop crying. These little guys are so easy to get attatched to and hurts so bad when something so unfortunate happens

 

[faeryphoebe1]

I'm so sorry Yuli. (((hugs)))

Please don't blame yourself.