A very very sad day

[SailBoat]

It seems like I have always been part of an Amazon's life. Those Amazons who have chosen me had been someone else's yesterday's trash, left to die from abuse, neglect, gross diets and stored in small cages common in the basement. Some had spend years teaching me, others just didn't have time on their side. But taught me even more about their skill in creating space in my heart for another, even before they had completed their own.

The time you think you need is only for you to determine. With the exception of a Parrot that wants you. Or, another way of saying, you will know.

We have rarely had more than one Amazon at a time! The needed time, effort and expense clearly defined that reality.

FYI: They are all different! Just accept that as a reality that each bring their own World.

 

[saxguy64]

Heedless, I'm so sorry to hear about your son. I can't even imagine. I'm happy for you that Kise has helped you. They do have a way of becoming amazing friends. They love unconditionally, and don't judge you ever. If they have a grumpy day, tomorrow is a new day, all is forgotten, and they still love you.

Sailboat- yes I know just what you mean. My thoughts right now are about getting to know the new guy for who he is, to see if it's a good match. I need to be fair to him and not compare him to Patches. That's difficult right now since he's still such a part of me. I'm still frequently in break down and cry mode, but I'll get there.

 

[LaManuka]

Saxguy I hear you, it’s been six months now since I lost my GCC and I still break down and cry sometimes. Don’t honestly know if I’ll ever be able to take on another, he was such a special little green man ... but for you, I think just maybe Tucker has already sprinkled a little feather dust over your heart. If it turns out he’s not for you I know someone else is waiting for you ... I’m sending lots of love and feathered hugs your way

 

[GaleriaGila]

Saxguy... I thought of you as I logged on a little while ago.
I'm so so so glad you're sticking with us. You belong here. We GET you and what you're going through.
Hugs.
xo

 

[saxguy64]

All I can say is, you folks are the best!!! A thousand thanks to everyone for being here.

 

[saxguy64]

Saxguy I hear you, it’s been six months now since I lost my GCC and I still break down and cry sometimes. Don’t honestly know if I’ll ever be able to take on another, he was such a special little green man ... but for you, I think just maybe Tucker has already sprinkled a little feather dust over your heart. If it turns out he’s not for you I know someone else is waiting for you ... I’m sending lots of love and feathered hugs your way [emoji3590]

I do already have a soft spot for Tucker, but don't really know him yet. He is sweet, and actually likes being petted and head scratches. (An Ekkie that LIKES his head scratched, OMG!) He also likes to be on a shoulder, which makes getting anything done that requires two hands much easier. I do know that he was obviously so loved and cared for, and he needs to not be in a confusing, sometimes extremely loud sanctuary. He's safe and certainly well cared for there, but Ekkies and commotion, and change of routine don't work so well together.

The "feather dust" made me chuckle I have used ideas of magic pixie dust or fairy dust with my kids and grandkids for years, so feather dust made perfect sense to me, but...

He's an Ekkie... No dust. lol

 

[Allee]

Saxguy, I'm so glad you met Tucker. No matter how things turn out for both of you, I think the meeting was meant to be. Your heart will know when it knows and you'll do the right thing. While you're processing everything I think the company of parrots and like minded humans will be therapeutic.

 

[Scott]

Time is the great healer and matchmaker. You'll know when the time is right for another fid, and you'll have some help along the way!

 

[Laurasea]

Oh Saxguy I just don't want that Ekkie in the sanctuary, I had already thought the same thing you did... It could be very hard on him,.. for next there is no better way to honor the one you lost than rescue one in need, I can't imagine s better place for him to be than with you..peace to you

 

[LaManuka]

Aaah yes saxguy but the feather dust of which I speak is the mythical, magical sort that can only be felt by the heart - every parrot that’s ever lived has that type

 

[saxguy64]

Aaah yes saxguy but the feather dust of which I speak is the mythical, magical, sort that can only be felt by the heart - every parrot that’s ever lived has that type

Yes they do!!!

 

[ChristaNL]

Just keep breathing today.
No fun battling through Xmas where literally everything is designed to tug at your heartstrings that are already completely overloaded.


and yes, magical featherdust is real!

 

[MikeD91]

I'm sorry to read of the loss of your friend. Having seen his picture of the month I was confused at first. After reading 6 pages after just a short time its nice to know you have a lot of friends here for you. Seeing how much you cared for your bird it would be a great thing to have one in need to be cared for by you. Your Patches would be happy knowing that your helping out another feathered friend.