I had a nightmare last night and I woke up shaking from it.
I love Merlin very very much, birds in general. But I also love horses, particularly riding.
Anyway, I had a dream that I was outside with Merlin (he's pretty good at not flying away so it didn't seem THAT unusual) when a woman asked me if I could help her exercise her horses, after we'd groomed them. Merlin flew off into a tree as I was leading the horses back to the stables and I KNEW I shouldn't leave Merlin, but in my dream I did thinking that he'd be there when I come back and it's a risk I'd be willing to take as long as I get to help with the horses (?!?!)
Anyway, after quite a long period away, doing horsey stuff and whatnot, I came back and was panicking because I couldn't see him, the woman spotted a senegal in a tree and I called him over, relieved that Merlin was okay... but this senegal had two good legs! Not my Merlin! So I began frantically looking around the trees and there were just tons and tons of senegals, some with clubbed feet, some normal, and every time I called Merlin a sennie would come to me... but never him, then I woke up and I got my baby out, cuddled him in my duvet and he fell asleep purring again.
What scared me the most was that I knew what I was doing was horribly wrong but I still did it anyway.
I would never ever ever ever ever leave my baby >: (
I love Merlin very very much, birds in general. But I also love horses, particularly riding.
Anyway, I had a dream that I was outside with Merlin (he's pretty good at not flying away so it didn't seem THAT unusual) when a woman asked me if I could help her exercise her horses, after we'd groomed them. Merlin flew off into a tree as I was leading the horses back to the stables and I KNEW I shouldn't leave Merlin, but in my dream I did thinking that he'd be there when I come back and it's a risk I'd be willing to take as long as I get to help with the horses (?!?!)
Anyway, after quite a long period away, doing horsey stuff and whatnot, I came back and was panicking because I couldn't see him, the woman spotted a senegal in a tree and I called him over, relieved that Merlin was okay... but this senegal had two good legs! Not my Merlin! So I began frantically looking around the trees and there were just tons and tons of senegals, some with clubbed feet, some normal, and every time I called Merlin a sennie would come to me... but never him, then I woke up and I got my baby out, cuddled him in my duvet and he fell asleep purring again.
What scared me the most was that I knew what I was doing was horribly wrong but I still did it anyway.
I would never ever ever ever ever leave my baby >: (