Very sad day for us here, my mom passed away from cancer, in the early hours of this morning.
I could not sleep, from 1am. Got the call at 2.16. I then had a good cry, had to do something so started spring cleaning.
When Mishka awake at 4.30am, she never said one word. Not even a mumble.
Was talking to her till the time we left. Still no response.
We left the apartment at 6am.
As usual left a CD playing for Mishka.
Made all the funeral arrangements etc,
Returned at 4pm.
Spent quality time with her till 8.30pm and still not one word.
When I left the room she was crying and crying, it broke my heart.
She knew something sad had happened, I could even see it in her body language. Gave her lovies and lots of hugs.
Anyway when attempting to putting her in her night cage, she would not let go of my hand. She refused. Kept going down to do her back push ups. Let her to a few, then she settled down.
Walked into the bedroom to check up on her, 20 minutes later.
She was sitting at the bottom of her cage (she never ever sits there) crying and crying.
I took her out, gave her lovies, told her I love her, over and over again.
Sat with her for 1 hour, she seemed totally calm and content.
She then did something she has never ever done before.
She climbed up towards my neck, started giving me kisses, and said "Mommy give me a kiss please", gave her a big big kiss then she said
"I LOVE you Mommy"
My heart just melted, I then cried and cried.
Mishka was consoling me.
I never thought I could ever love her more than I do
My love grew a zillion times more for her !!!!
I LOVE YA MY SHUMSHUM MISHKA !!!!!!
I could not sleep, from 1am. Got the call at 2.16. I then had a good cry, had to do something so started spring cleaning.
When Mishka awake at 4.30am, she never said one word. Not even a mumble.
Was talking to her till the time we left. Still no response.
We left the apartment at 6am.
As usual left a CD playing for Mishka.
Made all the funeral arrangements etc,
Returned at 4pm.
Spent quality time with her till 8.30pm and still not one word.
When I left the room she was crying and crying, it broke my heart.
She knew something sad had happened, I could even see it in her body language. Gave her lovies and lots of hugs.
Anyway when attempting to putting her in her night cage, she would not let go of my hand. She refused. Kept going down to do her back push ups. Let her to a few, then she settled down.
Walked into the bedroom to check up on her, 20 minutes later.
She was sitting at the bottom of her cage (she never ever sits there) crying and crying.
I took her out, gave her lovies, told her I love her, over and over again.
Sat with her for 1 hour, she seemed totally calm and content.
She then did something she has never ever done before.
She climbed up towards my neck, started giving me kisses, and said "Mommy give me a kiss please", gave her a big big kiss then she said
"I LOVE you Mommy"
My heart just melted, I then cried and cried.
Mishka was consoling me.
I never thought I could ever love her more than I do
My love grew a zillion times more for her !!!!
I LOVE YA MY SHUMSHUM MISHKA !!!!!!