Oh my Darling Justice, how I miss you already.
I remember the day you came to us, and having to watch your former owner smack you with that net over and over as she tried to catch you was absolutely awful. Hearing the terrible things she said about you, based solely on you being a darker colour than her female, and watching her try her best to hurt you even though you were coming home with me began to show me some of what you'd been through in your seventeen years of life.
Remember your first few months when you panicked every time we walked into the room? I do, and that broke my heart that you were still so afraid.
Remember the first time you took a treat from me? Boy, I do! I danced around the room while you watched me like I was crazy.
I remember every first with you, everything required so much courage from you and I was in awe every time you fought through your fear.
I remember the first scritch to the last, and the one just a couple of weeks ago where you let me scritch you for as long as I would.
I remember all of the dancing and singing we shared in our short nine years together, and the way you laughed like me. The way you acted like it was me on the phone, you'd chat with yourself complete with breaks for the other person to talk, and then you would laugh and laugh.
I hope you're laughing now, and that all of the pain of the early memories has been wiped from your mind. I hope that broken toe of yours that had healed with it pointing upside down is now straight again.
I wish nothing but blue skies and happiness for you, my Baby Boy.
I love you with all my heart, and I'm so thankful that I had the privilege of knowing you and loving you...of watching you turn into the bird you always should have been.
Thank you for all you gave me, and all you taught me.
My life will never be the same without you, but I'm so glad that I have your memories to help me through.
I will see you again, I have faith in that. Until then, I hope you and Phoe will keep each other company. Keep an eye on that bridge, my beloved other Heart Bird.
I'll see you there.
I remember the day you came to us, and having to watch your former owner smack you with that net over and over as she tried to catch you was absolutely awful. Hearing the terrible things she said about you, based solely on you being a darker colour than her female, and watching her try her best to hurt you even though you were coming home with me began to show me some of what you'd been through in your seventeen years of life.
Remember your first few months when you panicked every time we walked into the room? I do, and that broke my heart that you were still so afraid.
Remember the first time you took a treat from me? Boy, I do! I danced around the room while you watched me like I was crazy.
I remember every first with you, everything required so much courage from you and I was in awe every time you fought through your fear.
I remember the first scritch to the last, and the one just a couple of weeks ago where you let me scritch you for as long as I would.
I remember all of the dancing and singing we shared in our short nine years together, and the way you laughed like me. The way you acted like it was me on the phone, you'd chat with yourself complete with breaks for the other person to talk, and then you would laugh and laugh.
I hope you're laughing now, and that all of the pain of the early memories has been wiped from your mind. I hope that broken toe of yours that had healed with it pointing upside down is now straight again.
I wish nothing but blue skies and happiness for you, my Baby Boy.
I love you with all my heart, and I'm so thankful that I had the privilege of knowing you and loving you...of watching you turn into the bird you always should have been.
Thank you for all you gave me, and all you taught me.
My life will never be the same without you, but I'm so glad that I have your memories to help me through.
I will see you again, I have faith in that. Until then, I hope you and Phoe will keep each other company. Keep an eye on that bridge, my beloved other Heart Bird.
I'll see you there.