THROW AWAY BIRD
By Lorrie KinneyA True Story
The little bird awoke in his shell. Instinct told him it was time. With much effort, he emerged into a warm sterile world. A machine had hatched him. Instinct told him there should have been more. Exhausted from his efforts, he dozed. His little lungs filled with warm moist air as he dried. A sudden noise startled him awake and cold rough hands picked him up. Frightened, he didn't take notice of the cold air as he was transported to somewhere else. He peeped with uncertainty but no one answered. In this new place, there was light and warmth. He heard the peeping of others like him but he couldn't feel them. He peeped back. Still tired, he slept a dreamless sleep.
After a time, instinct told him he was hungry. He struggled to sit up, stretching his neck and peeping. But there was no one there. He kept peeping. Instinct told him something would happen but nothing did. Once again he was exhausted and he slept. After a time, gentler hands picked him up. A soft voice rumbled near him and he took some comfort from the sensation. Fingers pressing against the sides of his beak awoke instinct again and he begged to be fed. Warm fluid filled his beak and crop as he chugged on the stone-hard vessel which fed him. He wasn't sure it was but instinct told him it should have been something more.
Time went on and feeding came and went. Days went by and the little bird grew and grew. Soon he was placed with other like him. How comforting to feel the soft warm flesh of clutch mates. All the little birds cuddled together, contented by the presence of others. Feedings came and went.
Days went by and all the little birds grew and grew. One day the feeder came. The little bird sat up, stretching his neck as high as it would go, trying to out-cheap the other babies so he would be fed first. As the feeder approached, he saw her for the first time. She smiled at him and cooed, "Look who's eyes have opened today. Come on, step up." She picked up the little bird and talked softly to him as she fed him. Once full she quickly placed him back in the tub and turned her attentions to the other babies. Instinct told him there should have been more attention.
The days went by and the little birds feathered. Instinct told them many things. They practiced flapping their heavily laden wings to gain flight muscles. They sampled and played with the hard dry food which was placed in their tub daily. They tried perching on the little stick which was placed in their tub. Curiosity caused them to play with the brightly colored rings which had been slipped onto their legs. Days passed. The feeders came less often.
One day, a man came and took the babies out of their nice warm tub where they had been safe and secure. He put them in a cool airy cage. The babies looked around, unsure of what to do. But soon they realized there was much more room. They stretched and flapped, chirping with glee. The explored their new surroundings and tested everything with their beaks. Soon instinct told them it was time to fly.
One day when the feeder had the cage door open, the oldest baby slipped out of the cage and beat his wings as hard as he could. The little body lifted with ease and the baby flew around the little room with glee. "That'll be enough of that!" the feeder exclaimed. She quickly retrieved the baby and restrained him in her hand. She called for the man who quickly came in. The little bird watched as the two people clipped the baby's wings. The pitiful little squeaks from the older baby scared the little bird. He didn't know what was going on. A little ruffled and shaken up, the oldest baby was placed back in the cage as another baby was pulled and subjected to the same treatment. The little bird quaked with terror and hid in the darkest corner. But soon he was snatched and restrained. One wing was unceremoniously pulled out. Snip went the scissors. The man had such a tight grip around the little bird's body that it was hard for him to breathe. The other wing was pulled out. Snip. The little bird was thrust back in the cage, dazed. After a little while he tested out his new wings. It felt different. Instinct told him he couldn't fly now.
Many days passed. The feeders came even less. Instead of the warm fluid food, the feeders put bowls of hard food and water in the cage for the babies. Once a day, they also put a bowl of soft warm food for them to eat. Pretty soon, the feeders didn't give them warm fluid anymore. The little birds kind of missed that but instinct told them not to worry.
Much time passed. The feeders came by periodically and taught the little bird to "step up" onto their hands. The little birds were happy and content in their cage and their way of life. One day, the man came and put the babies in tiny wooden boxes with a screen on one end. Each baby was placed in a different box. The little bird was scared. He could no longer see or feel his clutch mates. The boxes were placed in a truck with many boxes with many different birds. The little bird looked in amazement at all the other birds. Some were bigger, some more colorful. But the little bird was still scared, as were the other birds. There was the air of apprehension amongst this large flock. Instinct told him to beware, something bad was happening. Doors closed with a rusty squeak and the flock found itself in darkness. Nothing to do now but sleep. The truck rumbled. The thrumming sound became comforting to the birds. When it stopped, they all became silently alert, waiting for the bad thing to happen.
After much time, the truck stopped. The doors were opened and boxes were taken out. The doors closed. The truck rumbled. The flock waited for the next bad thing to happen. Several more times the truck stopped and boxes were removed. The little bird watched with fear as terrified birds disappeared. The little bird wondered when he would disappear.