Flyte
New member
- Jun 18, 2007
- 354
- 3
- Parrots
- Blue & Gold Macaw, Madison;
Yellow Naped Amazon, Rocky;
Timneh African Grey, Tyler
Hey guys..sorry to bug you all with this. No-one else understands.. they're just BIRDS, they say. lol.
I feel so bad, my poor babies are sensing my fears/worries since I only have 1 more day till the surgery. I'm trying to stay calm but theres nothing I can do. It's such an up in the air thing.. not knowing exactly how the doctors are going to get at my gall bladder. I swear I'm going to be the only living human with like, no internal organs left. Maybe I can get my own reality show??
I'm afraid I might have something wrong with my Pancreas as well. So this might be minor or really major surgery. I could be away from them in the hospital for a day or a week +.
I shouldn't try to go up and see them when I first get home either, as those steps are very painful and I don't like them to see me really upset. I hate having to leave them when they are clearly stressed.
Theres obviously a lot of tension in the house right now, I keep crying and flying off the handle because I'm so nervous.. just took something to calm down so things should ease up a bit.
Madison doesn't wanna be out of my sight, she is literally attached to my chest. lol. Thank god her nails are trimmed properly She knows I'm leaving, I'm sure.
Rocky is acting like a tough guy, not wanting to play and kind of just throwing junk around and muttering to himself like he's mad. He takes after me.. I like to break stuff too.
Tyler is fine because my boyfriend brought him over like 400 cardboard boxes. I gave him three and he made himself a fort by going in the biggest one and dragging the other two over to seal off the entrance. My sweet little hermit.. He's hanging out inside, chewing out some peek holes, lol.
I'm going to have my mom offer them a small cup of seed every day in the late afternoon that way they have an alternative if they decide not to eat the pellets because they are mad or something. They also receive some kind of fresh food for breakfast and dinner so I know they wont starve. I just feel so bad. I'm going to try my hardest to make some more wooden toys for when I'm gone but even standing up for a long period of time really hurts.
Sorry. I know you guys don't wanna hear my personal crap. Just hate doing this. When I leave for the day or go somewhere overnight they don't mind.. they must just sense this is something else.
Just like my little Jack Russell, Jerry, (Jerry-Sue when he's bad) who will follow me around until I leave for the hospital and give me sloppy kisses when I cry.. which usually makes me laugh and then cry more
I vented, I feel better. lol. Thanks!
I feel so bad, my poor babies are sensing my fears/worries since I only have 1 more day till the surgery. I'm trying to stay calm but theres nothing I can do. It's such an up in the air thing.. not knowing exactly how the doctors are going to get at my gall bladder. I swear I'm going to be the only living human with like, no internal organs left. Maybe I can get my own reality show??
I'm afraid I might have something wrong with my Pancreas as well. So this might be minor or really major surgery. I could be away from them in the hospital for a day or a week +.
I shouldn't try to go up and see them when I first get home either, as those steps are very painful and I don't like them to see me really upset. I hate having to leave them when they are clearly stressed.
Theres obviously a lot of tension in the house right now, I keep crying and flying off the handle because I'm so nervous.. just took something to calm down so things should ease up a bit.
Madison doesn't wanna be out of my sight, she is literally attached to my chest. lol. Thank god her nails are trimmed properly She knows I'm leaving, I'm sure.
Rocky is acting like a tough guy, not wanting to play and kind of just throwing junk around and muttering to himself like he's mad. He takes after me.. I like to break stuff too.
Tyler is fine because my boyfriend brought him over like 400 cardboard boxes. I gave him three and he made himself a fort by going in the biggest one and dragging the other two over to seal off the entrance. My sweet little hermit.. He's hanging out inside, chewing out some peek holes, lol.
I'm going to have my mom offer them a small cup of seed every day in the late afternoon that way they have an alternative if they decide not to eat the pellets because they are mad or something. They also receive some kind of fresh food for breakfast and dinner so I know they wont starve. I just feel so bad. I'm going to try my hardest to make some more wooden toys for when I'm gone but even standing up for a long period of time really hurts.
Sorry. I know you guys don't wanna hear my personal crap. Just hate doing this. When I leave for the day or go somewhere overnight they don't mind.. they must just sense this is something else.
Just like my little Jack Russell, Jerry, (Jerry-Sue when he's bad) who will follow me around until I leave for the hospital and give me sloppy kisses when I cry.. which usually makes me laugh and then cry more
I vented, I feel better. lol. Thanks!