Also I don't want to get a budgie or a cockatiel. They can't really show how much they care for you and love you like the macaws. I also go to a drive thru animal park often. I handle a cockatoo they have there every time I go. I feel bad for it though because it normally is just screaming its head off sitting inside a tiny cage.
LONG POST AHEAD! Sorry guys!
They can't really show how much they care for you and love you like the macaws.
They can't really show how much they care for you and love you
can't really show how much they care for you
Please don't take offence to this, but I would disagree immensely on that topic. My mother has two beautiful cockatiels and has had in the past, many budgies. Each and every one has been a beautiful, caring animal with the capability to show how much it loves you. Perhaps even more so then my friends hyacinth macaw. Regardless of whether from a pet store, or hand reared, or even a show english bred budgie costing quite a bit from a breeder, they all came around with time and love and care and were wonderful pets. You are dismissing the merits of smaller parrots far to easily.
Now a life story 
It's a bit boring, but I think learning from other peoples personal experience is the best way to go about this!
When I was your age I wanted a parrot of my own. I had handled many large birds and even helped a hyacinth breeder (aunt of my friend who has her own hyacinth now) out a lot for the experience. But my mother and stepfather very wisely told me that a bird would not be a good idea for me at that time, because in five years I would probably grow up and leave home and then what would happen to my bird? My mother already has two of her own birds, my stepfather has two very high energy dogs and as it is they have been taking care of my cat since I moved out (hes actually the family cat, but I've been his favourite since the first day we bought him home, so he is seen as mine). They also work full time. Another pet was not something they could find the time to deal with and care for. And so, I decided not to get a bird then.
Fast forward five years. I'm now 18 and at university, it's my very first year here. I chose to move to the town my boyfriend goes to uni at, halfway across the state from my parents town! Where would this have left a bird if I had moved into the university dorms like most first year students? No pets allowed there after all. What would happen to this now homeless bird? Pets are not disposable, when you adopt one you adopt them for life!
Back onto houses though. The right house is important with pets of any kind, especially loud birds because chances are you couldn't live in an apartment or unit with one. I, however ended up being
very lucky (I stress that, finding a house was HARD!) in that a few of my friends were looking for a house at the time I was looking at moving here, so we all got together and rented this place. But what if you don't know anyone when you move to a new place? As a uni student, trust me on this, you can't afford to rent a place on your own. Or pay the bills. Or sometimes, even feed yourself (There have been times when I have had to go hungry to afford Alex's formula. I kid you not. Is that a sacrifice you are willing to make as a broke student? To sacrifice your own well-being, being able to buy new clothes and nice things and go out all the time with friends, in order to pay for your bird and his stuff?)
But back onto getting a bird. Now that I know I'm self sufficient and my hypothetical pet would have a safe and steady environment, I made the decision to finally bring a parrot home. After all, I have a house of my own (even though we may move around a bit between rentals) I can AFFORD the vet bills, toys, food and anything my bird might need (Although this may involve having to sacrifice some things I WANT on occasions, like decent meals that week to pay for his microchip, or skipping buying those beautiful shoes on sale because he needs a new pack of formula, or new toys, or he's low on pellets or any other myriad of things), and I have a rough plan of where I am going with my life. I know I will be here for the next 3 and abit odd years for uni, then I plan to move back up north to my hometown and look for work there (currently studying teaching, would love to work in a primary school back home, so wish me luck!). A parrot would fit these plans easily, especially one I taught to travel young so I could take him places with me, and eventually the planned move up north. I travel alot between my hometown and my 'unitown' too so I needed a bird that was small enough to live in a travel cage for a few days while we visited my parents.
ENTER ALEX!
After looking all over for the perfect bird, I found Alex at Joans, a WONDERFUL woman who hand raises and breeds the most gorgeous birds you ever saw. Alex is a jandaya conure. Strangely enough, like you I originally wanted a 'big' bird, and why not? I had experience handling large birds. In fact while visiting my grandmother we saw a beautiful blue and gold macaw girl for sale, and she would have been a dream to have, but it just didn't feel 100% right. She wasn't meant for me, sadly.
I first encountered Alex while on my missions to look at birds I was interested in. Ekkies. Amazons. Macaws. Greys. All those BIG BEAUTIFUL birds everyone dreams of having. He was being hand fed by Joan, and he was tiny and had no feathers but he was perfect. I knew a bit about jendayas and suns from my reading, but they weren't the bird I really wanted. It's only since I've had him that I've realised how perfect he is for me. He's small enough to travel easily, he's affectionate with the personality of a macaw shoved into that tiny conure body. He's loud, but so am I and my housemates, so it doesn't bother us. In fact a quieter bird would probably hate all the loud music and yelling we do here!
And now I shudder to think about what might have happened if I did get a bigger bird. It may have ended up like another girl on this forum, just incompatible with each other and each others lives (although I believe their story did have a happy ending which is good!) And thats despite the fact that I have handled macaws and other large birds regularly for some 10 odd years now!
LONG STORY SHORT
It sucks, I know, but at this time in your life, the bird you want is not a suitable choice for you at all. Do the right thing by yourself and your hypotheticial pet, wait until you are in a good position in the not to far future and self sufficient before you get a pet of your own, or look into a more suitable species for your current lifestyle. For instance, I would LOVE to own a horse right now (I'm actually an endurance rider. Akhal tekes and arabians are my family's prized possessions), but thats not something I can do currently, because even though hypothetically I
could what would happen when I moved away again in 3-4 years to my horse?
I believe you made a similar thread before asking much the same, but about greys and other birds. Please listen to the members here. They have a wealth of knowledge I wish I had found sooner, as maybe they may have told me straight away what kind of bird it was that I really wanted and should have had!

You have that chance though, so don't waste it!
