Lovebird accidental death

[West]

It's a sad story ,to me heartbreaking one, I lost a true angel in every way imaginable.I got him 4 years ago as a baby I named him Jimpo.the joy he gave me everyday no one else cold have.His affection was heartbreaking to the full, he could fly out of the house and at my call he would return.He know my Moto sound and call me when I approach my house while he was in the balcony .at time we would walk in the street and even to go to the chemist while he was on my shoulder ,he would never leave me alone even at night . unfortunately this habit costed his life,mine as well ,at my age 68 I am alone now.he was my joy.
During most night he gone berserk calling me to cone out the cage to be with me. One night after 2 times of in and out the cage I felt asleep and he came under my pillow ,he always wanted to sleep near me neck most of the time . Unfortunately he got soffocate under my pillow .My heart just stopped ,seen him the pain was too much.I had an electrocardiogram done to the clinic. Every day I cannot stop crying, he was super intelligent, he known his name ,was just an true angel.I wish to be with him

 

[LaManuka]

It's a sad story ,to me heartbreaking one, I lost a true angel in every way imaginable.I got him 4 years ago as a baby I named him Jimpo.the joy he gave me everyday no one else cold have.His affection was heartbreaking to the full, he could fly out of the house and at my call he would return.He know my Moto sound and call me when I approach my house while he was in the balcony .at time we would walk in the street and even to go to the chemist while he was on my shoulder ,he would never leave me alone even at night . unfortunately this habit costed his life,mine as well ,at my age 68 I am alone now.he was my joy.
During most night he gone berserk calling me to cone out the cage to be with me. One night after 2 times of in and out the cage I felt asleep and he came under my pillow ,he always wanted to sleep near me neck most of the time . Unfortunately he got soffocate under my pillow .My heart just stopped ,seen him the pain was too much.I had an electrocardiogram done to the clinic. Every day I cannot stop crying, he was super intelligent, he known his name ,was just an true angel.I wish to be with him

Welcome to the forums, @West, but I'm so sorry for the tragic loss that brought you here. Sadly you are not the only one to have lost a bird this way, our birds love us so much and want to be near us and this kind of accident is not uncommon. You are among friends here who understand how much pain you are in, I too have had to go to the doctors after having lost a bird because the pain of loss was so great. It's easy to say please don't be so hard on yourself, but I know how much this hurts. Sending hugs and prayers for you and your beloved Jimpo and for your broken heart and thank you for sharing your story, in doing so you may just help another

 

[Inger]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Jimpo was a beautiful bird and I know how important their companionship is. My heart is with you.