Long, hard, sad day.

SilverSage

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Yesterday I was rearranging the bird room. Phoenix, my female Eckie, in typical Phoenix fashion, had screaming fits. I assumed it was the stress of yet another transition. I covered her, and uncovered when she stopped, as is my usual practice.

This morning I slept through my alarm and was in a rush to feed. She was on the bottom of her cage, but alert, as she always is in the morning, because I feed her on the bottom of her cage.

When I returned home in the afternoon I found her on the bottom of her cage, seizing. I rushed her to the vet, but most of her strength was gone. The vet was appalling, but I don't want to get into it. Suffice to say he was clear that she would not recover, and that "at her age" it could be many things, but he did not suspect virus or bacteria, and I KNOW she didn't get into any toxins and she was in her safe cage. She was fading fast, and I decided to bring her home to pass in my arms. 4 hours later she had reached the point where she could no longer eat or drink, and was seizing every 15 minutes or so, but she had stopped getting worse and seemed to level out in a terrible way. I began to fear she would just "stay that bad" until starvation or dehydration took her. I couldn't risk the vet closing and her having to sieze all night. I called her previous owner who met us at the vet to say goodbye before putting her down.

Phoenix had only been with me since June. She was loved her whole life by different people, and all of us had a lot to learn about eckies. She was approximately 20 years old to the best of our knowledge. She had begun playing with toys for the first time, and was refeathering against all odds. She had a wonderful appetite.

Fly free Phoenix.
 
That is so sad. I am truly sorry for your loss of a beautiful bird :( . R.I.P Phoenix. I hope you feel better soon. :(
 
So sorry for your loss. She was obviously loved very much by you, and she showed you likewise. Please know that you did your best for her.
Godspeed.
 
Dani, I am so deeply saddened by this news. I know that you put so much of yourself into learning about ekkie care and doing all that you could to give them both a happier, healthier, and all around fuller life than what they'd had, previously.

Please take comfort in the thought that, while she wasn't with you anywhere near so long as you would have liked, you did succeed in improving her quality of life in the time she had left. The fact that she'd begun playing with toys and feathering back up are powerful signs of that.

She is flying free now, Dani. And she does so with a full understanding of what it means to be loved.
 
So very sorry for your loss.
 
So very sorry for your loss! Know that you gave the best of everything!
 
I'm so sorry for your loss:( I'm so glad that her previous owner was able to be there as well to say goodbye with you. Fly free, Beautiful Phoenix.
 
Oh my! Such a hard loss. So very sorry. (((Hugs)))

Toni
 
Such sad news. My heart goes out to you. I can not imagine how you must feel right now. Please know you are in my thoughts. Fly free Phoenix. [emoji22]
 
I'm so sorry to see this post. :( I can only imagine how terribly stressed and sad you must be feeling. I truly believe they understand our love and the fact that you and her previous owner were there for her at the end was probably a comfort for her.
 
Dani, I am so very sorry that this has happened. I know that Phoenix had a wonderful few months in your care, and I'm sure she was thankful for that. You did your very best. Take care, I know it's hard.
 
So sorry for your loss. :( It is never easy to go through something like this but take comfort in knowing Phoenix is no longer suffering.
 
I'm so, so sorry to hear about your loss :( You did so much good for Phoenix by taking her in and giving her the love and life she deserved.
 
I'm am so very sorry for your loss! I lost my Ekkie Toby last January and feel your heartbreak! :5_sad:

Hugs Chris
 
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Thank you everyone.

Our flock has seen several deaths this last year. Each time when we find the cause I know it wasn't something I could have prevented, but the burden is still there. I KNOW the level of care I give my birds, but somehow each time I lose one it feels like I killed them personally. Phoenix is gone, but she won't be forgotten.
 

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