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laurabug

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My 10 month old SI Eclectus female, Kirin, died day before yesterday. It was extemely traumatic, and I am still confused as to what happened. I was hoping that if I wrote what happened here, maybe someone would know what on earth happened.

My fiance' Zak and I have had Kirin for about 5 months. She never really warmed up to us, especially not Zak. She was pretty paranoid and still puffed and jumped when anyone would come near her, but my sister and I eventually got her into stepping up and exchanging kisses for seeds. I figured this was pretty normal, everyone told me female SI's are a bit bossy and bratty and take time to warm up. I was at work, and Zak was home with the bird. He said she fell off her perch, which he did not think was unusual because she usually jumps when he walks into a room, he thought maybe he had startled her. She seemed fine, climbed back up to her perch. But then she fell again, and seemed to catch her wing on the bars of the cage bottom. She was screeching and flipping out, so he helped her get unstuck and set her back on her perch. She seemed to be okay but was holding her wing at a strange angle. He tried to give her some space, but she fell down again and started screaming and screaming and flipping out. He got her out of the cage thinking she was going to get stuck again. He called me and told me what was going on, so I headed home right away. I thought he had just upset her and that once I got there to hold her and calm her she would be alright. He has some video of what she was doing, intending to show the vet her behavior when we got there. I watched it. It is creepy. She looks posessed. Not just upset. Her breath is heavy, and she cranes her neck way back practically to her tail feathers, and just flops around. Her feet are balled up and her neck moves so strange, like she can't get it straight. Her wing looks like it may have been broken. She keeps screaming and screaming. Zak grabbed a towell and covered her, hoping to calm her down before she injured herself further or gave herself a heart attack. When I got home she had calmed down a little, had gripped his fingers with her feet, and had put her head back down. When he handed her to me she was fireball hot. I gently set her down on the living room floor, talking slow and soothing to her in the way I do when I coax her to step up. I slowly lifted the towel off of her, and she screamed. I have never heard anything like it in my life, and it will haunt me forever. She screamed once, threw her head back and screamed again, and was gone just like that. It was so fast, I keep going over and over it in my head trying to understand what could have happened. It really was like she was posessed, and I do not understand it. She seemed fine the day before, playing with her toys and giving kisses, and she seemed fine when I left in the morning, though she had not touched any of the food I gave her before I went to work. I could understand if she had broken her wing and the stress from that worked her up enough to burst her heart, but why was she falling from perches in the first place? I know that knowing what happened will not bring her back, but I do want to have a bird again someday and if there is anything I could have done to save her or prevent this I would like to know.

Any ideas and help would be very greatly appreciated, I am at a complete loss here.
Thanks again, so much
-LauraBug
 
I'm very sorry for your loss of Kirin Laura, and also sorry to say without a necropsy to determine the actual casue of death everything would be total guesswork. :31:
 
so sorry. maybe a stroke or seizure. or any sprays (polish, disenfectant) etc are really harmful, if they were near her could cause respiratory problems. i dont think you'll ever be 100% sure, birds hide any illness as a survival instinct, usually by the time you figure somethings wrong its too late.
 
So sorry for you loss. It is very difficult to see them suffer so. I definitely recommend a necropsy. The body should be kept in the fridge till you get it to the vets. (Not the freezer).
It sounds like she was having seizures. This could be caused due to numerous reasons.
Fly free sweet Kirin, fly free.
 
I'm so sorry for your loss. I know it's really soon, but if you want to get another bird, you probably should see about a necropsy to try to rule out any environmental causes. I don't want to sound insensitive, because I know how quickly our fids wiggle their way into our hearts.
 
Sorry for your loss, losing a bird is so traumatic and devastating.
Very difficult to detect when a bird is ill. Had Kirin visited a vet previously?
When becoming guardian to a bird, first duty is to take the bird to a vet, just to make sure the bird is healthy.
You did what you could, when she bird was distressed, by talking to her and soothing her.
Rainbow Heaven has a special seat for Kirin
 
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Thank you all for the sweet words of farewell for Kirin, it helps to fill the bird shaped hole in my heart to have people who understand the loss I feel. It's so weird, the moments it gets to me. Like when I make myself a snack and chop up a little extra lettuce or apple to feed her... Sad, but sweet.

I did have Kirin checked out by a vet, twice. The breeders had her checked out before I took her, and once I got her home I took her to my own vet just to make sure all was well. I was planning on having another check up sometime in december at the 6 month mark.

I did not think of having a necropsy done until it was suggested here, and we have already had our own ceremony to send her little soul back to the earth. A good thought though, and I wish I had done it, though her ceremony was quite beautiful and helped a lot with accepting her being gone.

Anyways, I don't know that I will ever know what happened to her, but will remember her very fondly, and it really truly means a lot, the nice things you have said.

Thanks again,
-Laura
 
Laura, I'm sorry I just saw this thread. I'm so sorry to hear about your fid passing away. I know the pain and grief you are feeling. Just like a child you will never forget her.

Try to remember that she held on until she got to say good bye to you. And even though she was scared and in pain, the last face she ever saw in the world was yours.

When we all face our inevitable end, that's how we're supposed to go...with our loved ones around us.
 

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